Lindsey Quillman
Tyler, I think of you often especially lately. I miss you more than before. I want to call you so often just to speak to you. I cant believe it still. Most days it doesnt feel real. I just want my friend and family back more than anything. You were and always will be my childhood and adult hood love. There isn't anyone who can ever replace the love we have. I love you. It doesn't even seem like I love you is enough. I'm very sorry for my part in the downfall of our relationship. I think now I might not argue as much or I might find a way to express myself differently. I'm not gonna lie you knew how to make me jealous and make me crazy however you would probably be proud of me because of how much I have grown. I know you would be proud of our son because he is doing good in school. He is accomplishing alot at such a young age. He misses you so much. I am almost certain he sees you in everything he does. He has suffered some hard losses because of us and I wish for the sake of our love for him that we could have been better not only for him also for us. I honestly have never loved anyone the way I have loved you. I havent missed anyone the way I have missed you. I'm sorry for the pain I caused you in life. Im angry too. Im angry I didn't get the oppurtunity to make my amends to you. Im angry that I didn't get the oppurtunity to share our sons life together. Im angry that I didnt get to make some of my wrongs right. I love you and I miss you and I pray that you are in heaven taking care of my son like I helped you take care of ours and of your brothers. love always hubbles
