I’ve never missed someone so much, you taught me a lot and loved me in a way no one else did I wish I was strong enough to say goodbye that day in the hospital but I couldn’t do it and it will be forever be my biggest regret and my second is not spending more time with you. The day of your funeral as they were reading your obituary I was so upset they left out most of the things you loved like the colors Jade and Red, bears, frogs, butterflies and swans, reading and watching old westerns and listening and singing old country music, and so much more. After the reading was done we got to say goodbye and I wanted to be the last one so I was and when I saw you your lips they were too pink I know you would’ve wanted your mauve lipstick and you weren’t wearing your favorite shirt and the pink flowers were just off everything was pink and that wasn’t you I wish I was older and could’ve done more I would’ve made it perfect thank you for making me the woman I am today, I love you forever Granny