B.N.
I am very sorry to hear of your loss. I know it's hard to think about life without the one you love, but there will come a time when that won't be the case. Almighty God didn't purpose for us to lose our loved ones to death. He does purpose, however, to bring back to life "all those in the memorial tombs" by means of a resurrection to life on a Paradise earth.~John 5:28,29, John 11:25, Psalm 46:1.